it's things like this that makes me fall in love again...

with my savior.

sometimes certain things happen for a reason. like me being sick yesterday. so with all the time left on my hands i popped in the new matisyahu cd light that my sister sent me through the mail. played through the whole cd which was amazing! but the last song really got to me. especially these lyrics:

Yih'yu l'ratzon imrei fi V'hegyon libi l'fanecha, adonai tzuri
[translated: i wish my words will have meaning and the feeling in my heart will be true my Lord my Defender my Savior]

We’ll dance like flames for there’s no gravity,
for now I’m just a candle trying to stay lit in this windy night.

Got to crush my fantasies of how this life is supposed to be

Bring my broken heart to an invisible king with a hope one day you might answer me, so I pray don’t you abandon me.

Your silence kills me;
I wouldn’t have it any other way.

Is it wrong to think you might speak to me?
You might speak, would it be words and what would you say?




so i have a sneaky suspicion that God knew i needed to hear those words. yea, i could've heard this song later, i could've been sick and popped in another cd instead. point is yesterday was the first time i could lay still and just listen. and he spoke through track #13 on a matisyahu cd. go figure. all these conincidence you might say. nah, i believe in a God that's intentional that speaks through the color of the sky, the smell of spring, the awkwardness in meeting a stranger, weird, unusual, amazing things...and yea sometimes through my laptop speakers. He's in everything. It's just some days we see Him brighter than others.