spent some time with God.
been bogged down and overwhelmed about life lately.
feel like i'm going through a "transition phase"
or in other words emotional puberty right now.
eww, that last sentence came out sounding emo and weirrd. gross.
anywho came to many revelations in the wee hours of this morning
about a lot of things in my life right now.
felt my soul tugged to live out this truth right NOW in my life:
BE HAPPY. LET GO. BREATHE.
so freakin simple. nothing more nothing less.
conincidently this was the first song that came on pandora when
i cranked it on:
God,
How on earth do you put up with me? Sometimes I still can't comprehend that you speak to me maybe not in the loud booming voice everyone comes to expect from you, but quietly and wondrously in my heart. Sometimes i feel you speaking, and honestly sometimes i don't. Sorry if the crap piles up. It's sometimes hard to hear through all of that. Thank you for knowing who I am...really knowing. It's gonna take a bit of time to really get my head wrapped around some of the things you've called me out on. Forgive me if I forget all this by midday. What can i say i'm human...oh that's right you already knew that. Ah! So amazing. Humbly, love you. Amen.
i'm the type of person: that would listen to your story, split a chipotle burrito with, crack up at
your jokes, alphabatize your cd collection.